A Failing Nation or A Failed Nation?

I was talking to a old friend who is now residing in Singapore yesterday. He called me last week and asked excitedly about what is now known as the '1st SD' by Balasubramaniam, the PI. As I was attending a seminar, I didn't know what has happened and referred him to Malaysiakini or Malaysia Today. I called him yesterday and he asked me what is happening in Malaysia. From the way things seem to be heading, he was thinking of giving up his citizenship. I told him, go ahead. It was said out of utter frustration of what is happening to our beloved country after the euphoria of 08/03/08.

We are facing a crisis of confidence and credibility on a tsunamistic proportion. Very few have confidence in our leaders and institutions anymore. For the simple reason, they ain't credible. The PM has the cheek to warn bloggers about spreading lies in cyberspace. If we, bloggers are liars, then he must be the primus inter pares. There is not even a single iota of credibility left in him after Parliament was dissolved less than 24 hours after he said there will be no dissolution. And whatever happened to the IPCMC and the formation of a Commission for Judicial Appointments? So, Mr. PM, please do not preach to us about truth.

In the very first Leaders from the latest issue (July 5th -11th) of the Economist on how outdated are some global institutions, I read the following:

Supporters of Mr. McCain's League of Democracies suggest it could be like NATO - a useful democratic subcommittee in the global club. But Mr. McCain needs to define his democracies. (Will Malaysia count? How about Russia or Iran?) ....

Well, talk about perception.

I guess our journey to make this nation a great nation which was started on 10/11/07 will have to go on until we reach our destination. Along the way, we will enjoy the peaks of 08/03/08 and endure the valleys of gutter politics, racism & religious extremism.

Haris Ibrahim is spot on. We cannot afford to look away.

May God have mercy on 'tanah tumpahnya darahku.' God forbid that it should become a failed nation.

Though God may be sovereign, each of us, Anak Bangsa Malaysia has the responsibility to make Malaysia a great nation.

ISA - Abolish or Amend

Last night I attended a forum on ISA, ‘Diantara Mansuh & Pinda’(Between Abolish or Amend). The panelists were Ambiga, the Bar Council Chairlady, Tian Chua, MP for Batu, Syed Ibrahim, the chairperson of GMI (Gerakan Mansuh ISA – Abolish ISA Movement) and Norlaila Othman, wife of an ISA detainee for 6 years whose detention was extended for another 2 years a few days ago.

The program started off with the simple launching of a book written by Norlaila with 2 other ladies, ‘Dunia Tanpa Suami’ (World Without Husband).

Basically, the question posed last night was should the ISA be repealed or should it just be amended to make it more humane as advocated by some parties within the Government.

Ambiga started off with the legal background of the ISA and concluded that the ISA should be abolished as it goes against the rule of law. The very basis of ISA i.e. detention without trial is incompatible with the rule of law which requires that a person should only be deprived of his freedom after being convicted for a crime following the due process of the law. The due process of the law will require the prosecution to furnish evidence for convicting the accused and for accused to defend himself in open court. She gave the example of the Hindraf 5 where they were accused of terrorism even though not a single shred of evidence was produced. There were sufficient provisions in the Penal Code to convict a person up to 30 years for terrorist activities. Why then were they not charged?

Tian Chua gave an interesting argument for the ISA to be abolished, one that I’ve not heard before. He said the ISA and other preventive detention legislations will only perpetuate the inefficiency of our police force and hence increase the crime rate. This is because they don’t have to do any investigations before they arrest people under these preventive detention laws and from the experiences of many former ISA detainees, the purpose of their interrogation is not to elicit evidence but to break them down or turn them over. So our police will continue to have poor investigation skills. That is why sometime ago, some judges ticked the police off for their shoddy investigative work and they have no choice by to acquit some of the accuseds.

Tian Chua added that everyone knows that even though the Government has used the ISA against its political opponents, it was futile as people would continue to oppose. He being an ex-ISA detainee is a good example. So are many of the Opposition leaders today. So the ISA is also ineffective when used mala fide.

Syed Ibrahim said that basically there are 3 responses to the ISA. Abolish it. Retain it or Amend it. He showed us some of the statements made by some politicians. It was most interesting to note that Rais Yatim criticised the ISA in his doctoral thesis during his time in the Opposition but defended it when he joined back UMNO and became a Cabinet Minister. So much for academic integrity. We were also told that people were arrested under the ISA for various reasons e.g. cloning of handphones to counterfeiting moneys. Whatever the reasons, there are always sufficient provisions in our criminal legislation to convict these people if there were evidence. Evidently, the police or the Government has none.

Norlaila shared her heart rending experience as a wife of a ISA detainee. She was one tough lady and was able to control her emotions until the end despite the fact that her husband was told that his detention was extended for another two years a few days ago. There was no reason given for the extension. All her hopes of reuniting with her husband just a week ago was completed dashed. She shared how the Special Branch threatened her to stop her from her anti-ISA campaign telling her that if she persist, her husband will never be free. She said that she will continue her struggle after receiving blessings from her husband and reasoned that those wives who choose to remain silent, their husbands also were not free. So the decision to extend her husband detention cannot be due to her anti-ISA activities. The hardest part for a wife of an ISA detainee is when the children asked, ‘Where is daddy?’ or ‘When is daddy coming back?’.

All the panelist and I think everyone in the conference room agreed that the ISA has to be abolished. It can never be amended to make it more humane. As Lim Guan Eng pointed out, that is like trying to make Satan good.

Someone asked during the short Q & A time whether if Pakatan Rakyat were to come into power, they will be committed in abolishing the ISA. Tian Chua, as a representative of the PR gave the assurance that, there is no doubt that the ISA will be abolished together with other laws which are incompatible with a civil society.

Not long ago a colleague spotted me wearing the anti-ISA badge and scornfully said that he believe Anwar will never abolish the ISA if he comes into power. Well, maybe given a choice he may not want to. But after 8 March 2008, he has no choice. He wouldn’t last very long if he refuses to listen to the voice of the rakyat.

Come let us make our voice heard on 28th March 2008. Come to the anti-ISA Rally at Stadium Malawati, Shah Alam. For more info, click here

An Immoral Law and An Immoral Government

Years ago I learned in jurisprudence that you can't equate law with morality. E.g. some may consider abortion and prostitution to be immoral but there are countries which have legalized them. On the other hand jaywalking may be amoral but you may be fined for so doing. Well, for someone who nearly flunked jurisprudence, I'm going to argue here that there are such laws which are immoral. Those laws are the ones which violate our basic human rights. And the consequence is not limited to the individual whose rights are violated but very often it extend to that individual's family.

Today is Father's day. Yet in our midst there are children whose fathers cannot be with them today because their rights were violated and are currently incarcerated in Kamunting. The psychological and emotional damage done to these children may be irreparable. Read the account of the wife of T Vasanthakumar, one of the Hindraf 5.

Who is responsible? The immoral Government that is keeping the immoral law in our statute book and does not intend to review it let alone abolish it. The same immoral Government which feel threatened by a group of children intending to give teddy bears to our fountain of justice, our king.

In the case of YB Manoharan, this immoral Government does not only deprives the YB's children of fatherly love, but also deprive the thousands of citizens in Kota Alam Shah of their representative. What kind of democracy is this?

As long as the ISA remains the law in this land, freedom is illusory. Freedom from fear. This immoral law not only deprives us of our right to defend ourself in an open court, but its more sinister nature is to strike fear in us. Fear in being fully human. A law that dehumanizes is not merely immoral but evil.

There is a forum this Tuesday on the ISA organized by GMI (Gerakan Mansuhkan ISA) & the Bar Council's Human Rights Committee. For more info click here. I understand there is going to be rally later this month in Shah Alam also.

Many many years ago a trade that dehumanized, slavery was made illegal through the effort of one man and small group of like-minded individuals. Now I'm sure based on the turnout last week at the candlelight vigil at Kamunting, we have thousands who think the ISA should be cosigned to history. Well, I think not only the ISA but the present Government too must go.

We shall overcome!

The first thing we do, let's kill all the economists!

If you have been reading what people say about the recent fuel hike, you'll notice that most economists are in favour of the Govt's move. They feel that the eventual removal of subsidies is beneficial to us in the long term and subsidies are no longer sustainable. Though some feel the increase has been too drastic, others applauded the PM for doing a brave thing.

I wonder how many of these economists are struggling just to make ends meet even before the fuel hike. I'm sure they are affected like everybody else but I doubt they will really feel the pain. Honestly, I won't too because I hardly spend more than RM200 on petrol every month. Even then, that is being paid by my company. I may have to do away with a few luxuries if I want to maintain my current rate of saving and be financially free when I retire. But to really suffer, no. But I know a large segment of the rakyat will. A large segment which doesn't even own a car and hence will not benefit from the RM625 rebate. This is because everything else will go up.

Economic theories are only as good as the Government we get. For nearly 3 decades we have an irresponsible Govt. One that is corrupted. One that has treated the wealth of our nation as though it belongs to their grandfathers. One that is truly incompetent. Only trying to think of measures after the event. (I have very little confidence over whatever measure this incompetent Govt is going to take.) One that lied to its people. We were promised a better transportation system with the RM4 billion saved on the last fuel hike. Nothing materialized.

It's has been a while since I've been so angry. As I said earlier, not that I'm going to be adversely affected. I'm angry because I know many are going to be in dire straits whilst some who caused it will continue with their opulent lifestyle.

No wonder economics is a dismal science.

The only bright spot this dismal week was I sold my Tenaga shares after holding it for just over a month. The realized profit should be enough to cover my electricity bill for the next 6 months based on the new tariff.

The Problem of Evil and Suffering

The above is the title of today's sermon in response to the catastrophes that had happened in Myanmar and China recently. Pastor admitted that he cannot deal with it exhaustively in an hour sermon especially in relation to the theological and philosophical aspects of theodicy. However, what is more important is to elucidate the pastoral aspect of this problem. You can listen to the sermon here. Basically, how can we as a community respond to suffering faced by those within and outside the Christian community. We may never be able to provide an answer and any answer will not be adequate for those who suffered. What we have is hope. What we can give is hope. Hope in the Gospel of Jesus Christ. (...that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures ...1 Cor 15:3,4).

The problem of evil and suffering raises the question of God's love and omnipotence. If there is a God, he is either not a loving God or not a powerful God. Otherwise, how can he allow such natural disasters to happen and bring about so much human suffering.

I've not read all those arguments on theodicy. All I know is I believe in a God who has chosen to suffer, to be humiliated and to be condemned to the most cruel death by those whom he created and by those who have been questioning his love or omnipotence. Even though, 'for by him all things were created in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities - all things were created through him and for him. And he is before all things, and in him all things hold together' (Col 1:16-17), yet he willingly took upon the cup of suffering. At the cross, the One who hold all things together cried out 'My God, my God. Why has Thou forsaken me?'.

At the cross, our right to question God on evil and suffering no longer exist. Our right to question God on evil and suffering is extinguished 'when Christ the Mighty Maker died, For man the creature's sin'. (Issac Watts)

The response then in face of evil and suffering whether on a national or personal level, is for the redeemed community to walk alongside those who are suffering, offering practical assistance and the hope of the Gospel.

Edward Shillito wrote a poem called 'Jesus of the Scars' after witnessing the carnage of World War I.

Jesus of the Scars

If we have never sought, we seek Thee now;
Thine eyes burn through the dark, our only stars;
We must have sight of thorn-pricks on Thy brow;
We must have Thee, O Jesus of the Scars.

The heavens frighten us; they are too calm;
In all the universe we have no place.
Our wounds are hurting us; where is the balm?
Lord Jesus, by Thy Scars we claim Thy grace.

If when the doors are shut, Thou drawest near,
Only reveal those hands, that side of Thine;
We know today what wounds are; have no fear;
Show us Thy Scars; we know the countersign.

The other gods were strong, but Thou wast weak;
They rode, but Thou didst stumble to a throne;
But to our wounds only God’s wounds can speak,
And not a god has wounds, but Thou alone.

May the wounds of the One who hold all things together speak to our own woundedness.

13th May & Turning 40

I turned 40 today. There is a Chinese saying that man starts to blossom at 40. I will not go on to say what happens to a woman at 40 as it's pretty degrading. For me, assuming I can live up to 80, I'm starting to think of what I'm going to do for the 2nd half of my life. Mid-life crisis? Maybe.

Had a quiet family celebration. I guess it must have been pretty quiet celebration also on my 1st birthday. Despite the situation at that time, I think there was still a celebration. Come to think of it, I never asked my parents or my older sisters about what happened that day. Did I had a birthday party? I was only told of my mum risking her life cycling more than 2km from home to buy me milk powder despite the curfew. Nothing beats mother's love.

Has the ghost of 13th May being exorcised from our collective memory by the political tsunami on 8th March after 39 years? I hope so. At the same time we need to work towards a Malaysia which is free from race based politics. A Malaysia where all, irrespective of race, religion and economic status, will be free from want and fear. Where the freedom of expression and belief are upheld and protected. This is my 40th Birthday wish.

We are far from being free (Updated)

I just came back from Dataran (There is no longer a place called Dataran Merdeka in Malaysia)There was supposed to be a candlelight vigil in solidarity with Raja Petra. I reached there at about 15 minutes before 8pm. The place was already cordoned off by the police. There was no sign of anybody gathering there. At 8pm, my colleague & I decided to go to the other end of the Dataran via the back way. There were fewer police there and it was not cordoned off like the other end near the flagpole. Still no sign of people gathering. A few minutes later before a group of people went passed the police and started walking into the Dataran. They were not stopped and we decided to follow them.

It was a unique/eerie experience to walk from one end of the Dataran to the other with no traffic at all but with probably dozens of police watching you. We reached the other end and found a group of people have already gathered there. But it was a small group. Not more than 40.

After a while an Indian police officer said that there was going to be a demonstration and asked us to disperse. A lady in our group asked him what demo he was talking about. He evaded the question and continuing to ask us to disperse saying that he has a job to do. Someone in the group said that they came to take photos of the Dataran. The police officer then told us that we can take whatever photos we want but we have to disperse within 15 minutes.

Despite some grumblings, the crowd was just to small to mount a dissent and some began to walked away including myself. No point getting arrested. The small crowd could be due to the fact that Raja Petra has agreed to post bail and will be freed tomorrow.

Tonight, freedom remains an illusion to me at Freedom Square. How can we be free when we are not allowed to gather to just light candles. Well, I guess the darkness hates light. The political tsunami on March 8 has not totally dispelled the darkness. We must be wary of the 'Empire striking back' as Kit Siang puts it.

Update: Just read Malik Imtiaz's post on The Methodology of Fear. It confirmed my thoughts of freedom being an illusion in our country. Yes, I was fearful as I walked across the Dataran. Why should I be? Because I'm not free. I'm not free from all the oppressive laws that continue to hung over my head like the Sword of Damocles.

We can never be free until and unless all the oppressive laws are abolished. We can never be free until and unless the Govt fears the people.

What happened on 8 March was merely the Battle of Midway where the tide began to turn. We must press on until the A-Bomb is dropped on this morally bankrupt BN Government. Bloody battles remain ahead. Remember before Hiroshima & Nagasaki, there were Saipan, Peleliu, Iwo Jima & Okinawa, where some of the bloodiest battles were fought. We can also treat 8 March as the Normandy landings. There were many battles ahead before the Allies pushed into Germany and defeated Hitler. Before that we need to remember the fiasco of Operation Market Garden and the near debacle of the Battle of the Bulge.

Maybe I've announced VR (Victory for Rakyat) Day too early on 8 March. But I believe the light will eventually triumphed over darkness.